Date: Sun, 1 Oct 2000 21:08:14 EDT

From: Gigi

Please read these emails..  

I have receive emails like this continually, and phone calls, from women all over the world. Now you'll understand, why I continue to work so hard, to remove silicone from the consumers market forever. I have removed these individuals names, where I can get their stories out to the world, an I will continue to post their stories. 

Looking for each tiny scrap of evidence, we can use to hold All the manufactures liable, for toxically poisoning us intentionally. I have cried, knowing another one of us, will be the next victim of silicone, an I intend to stop the manufactures now! They know who I am, an I don't care. I put my real name on the Internet, and my home telephone number, where individuals could easily access me for help. 

Tony, Michelene, an others have done the same, where we can work together to protect UN informed individuals. Here's a link, for each of you, please feel the love I've sent with it. 

gigi/Karen S. Lawrence......... 

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The last letter is from one of my best friends. I haven't found the words yet, to type back to her, where she knows...I won't let go through this without me. I'll bring her to my own home, and take care of her. I will fill each of her days, with memories so sweet, that she leaves me peacefully...knowing how much she was loved. I will try to answer her email tonight, I've cried for my friend, I'm not ready for her to leave. She has so much to offer the world, an I will miss here each day, we are sisters in every sense of the word. My prayer on a star* tonight, will be for her, please cast your prayer to God's ears for her too. Thank you to each of you, who are casting prayers on stars* with me, you'd be amazed how many of you are doing this...I'm a believer, and God has answered many of the prayers, cast by some of you on stars* When you write me, and tell me yours was answered by Our Heavenly Father, my faith grows even stronger. 

I saw your posting on Dr. Weil's breast implants boards. I nearly died from implants before I had them removed. I was in a wheel chair and had Hospice. The implants caused Lupus and neurological damage and horrible agony. I had them removed ten years ago and improvement began immediately. I am 90% well now, mostly just body pain and some fatigue remain. I was a patient of Dr. Weil eight years ago after the implants were removed and he helped me. I am even able to do Yoga, dance some, and use light freeweights and exercise machines. I am interested in receiving the information you offered about websites to visit about implants. 

I hope you are getting better since your implants were removed. Self-hypnosis, Yoga and Dr. Weil's diet helped me. Also I had to take Plaquenil for about four years. Some of my friends died from their implants even though they had them removed. But the ones who died were the ones who took lots of drugs such as immune suppressants and gamma globulin IV treatments. Natural treatment is best for silicone disease. All that can be removed must be removed, and then the body must learn to coexist with the remaining silicone. 

I hope you are speaking out about implants. More and more women in Texas are getting implants. They don't seem to care that it can cost them their lives. 

Thank you.  

Jessi 

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I saw your email on Dr. Weils website. 

I am 53 years old and I was diagnosed with breast cancer about a year ago. The good news was it was DCIS, which means it was confined within the ductal system, so I didn't have to have chemotherapy, but I did have to have a bilateral mastecomy. I just had the reconstruction done and saline implants on August 1st. I was so afraid he would make them larger than I was originally, so I kept telling him I wanted them small, and they are, probably too small, but oh well! What can you tell me about them? I am very interested. Thank you so much for your time and interest. 

Yes..I should have figured...My post will never make it outside of this window ( but whom ever receives it I hope will pass it along) I think I am dying....I beleive silicone has coagulated on the right side of my brain...I have not told my family...I only know it is there...I only ask you women to make the public aware...It has made my body numb...made me shiver...made me weak...Gigi... If you will take what I tell you and spread the word...Let them know this is not a hoax ,,,My family depends on me....Yet I know,.. I will let them, down...You.... like me may wish on a star,...but I may as well be blowing it out my ***....Screw the money....Just take care of the health.....Ladies.....PLEASE just take care of YOU....Lin LIN, I'm here with you, we will get through this together, tell me whole story, an I promise it will get to the entire 'world. I love you so much, it's not time to leave yet, you owe me a book of poetry ~ 

I owe you some tenderness, kindness, and my strenght to help you Lin. I'm here, an I promise to stay right by your side, comfort you until your safely home again Lin.  

gigi/Karen.. 

Your admirer who's got your hand, an is holding it tightly in mine, don't worry it's all right now...Shhhh I'll sing you to sleep, with a lullaby, where you rest peacefully...and you feel no pain. Sweet dreams tonight Lin... Swing low sweet charriot, coming forth to carry us home. I looked over Jordan, and what did I see, a band of Angels coming after me. Some where over the Rainbow, blue birds fly, there's a land that I heard of, once in a lullaby...I will sing to you each night Lin*  

gigi 

Your post made it, an each one you send me, will tell your story...I promise you!